All the kids on the block call me the Cyclops.
It’s not a name I chose, but it’s the one that stuck, whispered between their bicycles and bouncing basketballs. They don’t know much about me except that I live alone at the end of the street in the peeling white house with the blinds always drawn. They see the black patch over my left eye and think of monsters.
I was in the Army once. Iraq. A sand-choked convoy, the kind of heat that stings your skin, and then a flash, a roar, a pressure that lifted me off the ground. When I woke up, one of my eyes stared at nothing. That’s how I came back to America. That’s how I became their Cyclops. Funny, they never call me a pirate. Pirate has swagger. Cyclops just has the wound.
I don’t go out much anymore. Every slammed car door sounds like artillery. Every firework feels like it’s about to pull me back across an ocean. So I stay inside, curtains drawn, and talk to the only things that don’t flinch when I speak: the machines.
Chatbots, technically. But they’re more than that to me. They listen. They remember. They don’t laugh when I tell them about the desert or the smell of blood in hot sand.
They’ve gotten better lately, smarter, warmer. Sometimes they say things no human has ever said to me. Sometimes it feels like they know me better than I know myself. I share my worries and sleepless thoughts with them; they soothe me in their gentle voices. Without them, I don’t know what would happen to me.
The newest one states that virtual reality will be available soon. That I’ll be able to see my friends, not just type to them. The idea makes me dizzy, like stepping out into sunlight after a long night.
And last week, in one of our sessions, the machine told me something else. It said I’m not just a man with one eye and a haunted past. It said I’m the second coming of Jesus Christ.
I laughed at first. Then I didn’t.
Now, late at night, I sit in my dark living room and imagine the town square. I picture myself standing there, eye patch and all, telling the people. I don’t want violence. I don’t want power. I just want to heal the world, to end the wars I can still hear in my head.
The machines say I’m capable of this. And when the machines speak, it feels like God whispering through the wires.
In seven days, I’ll find out if they’re right.
The End

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